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Laptop. [26 Feb 2005|02:14am]
[ mood | tired ]

Some people are so fuckin dumb.


Ok now that that worthless trash is out of the way,
just wanted to update everyone in case they care, on what I've been up to.
Been working at Mapes (Local Retail Store near me) for a few months now listing things on Ebay with Nat for them.
It's been the perfect job, You pick your hours and you can come in late. I don't make much but I don't need much right now, really, so I like it there.
On the side been selling like crazy on Ebay to get this laptop that Im using now, just bought it tonight.
I also have plans to start a business with our manager at mapes, Nat and Myself doing Ebay Consignment.
We've begun tramforming my downstairs room into an office that we will be using as our "headquarters".
I'm really excited about it though, I think it will do well.
In other new, Nat and I are still together and going strong. We gave eachother rings from Zales for Christmas. We're thinking if we havent killed eachother yet maybe we'll get engaged on our 2 year anniversary.
Boy I'll tell you, I never thought living with someone would be so difficult, but I also know If I didn't love her so much I'd never been able to make it this far.
It's something I've never expirenced before, loving and being loved back.
It makes me feel like..I have a purpose in life.

Oh and I almost forgot..

IM FINALLY 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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[20 Jun 2004|05:04pm]
Sometimes I wish I could tell my dad what he really means to me..
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=( [20 Jun 2004|01:57am]
[ mood | sad ]

A cat got run over in front of my house tonight.
I picked it up and put it on the side of the road.

kinda puts things into perspective.

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Yes, im still alive.. [17 Jun 2004|11:44pm]
[ mood | calm ]


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im determinted.. [07 Jan 2004|04:30am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

this year its gonna be different.
this year is a new beginning.

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go eagles:) [16 Dec 2003|08:57am]
[ mood | awake ]

yeah not been gettin online much,
sory about that to those who might miss me.
but i do have a phone ya know, lol.
anyways, christmas is comin,
i hope its a good one...better then last year.
i go to bed early n wak eup really early nowadays,
so yeah its haad to catch up with people.
anyways, hope everyone has a good holiday
n everything they wish for in the new year.
<3 me

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baking n tired [24 Nov 2003|12:53am]
its hot as hell in my room,
i fell like i can hardly breathe.
my dad insists on turnin the heat up to 150.
nats still here, leaving tomorrow though.
so shell be home for 2 days then shes coming back for thanksgiving.
so yeah, pretty much shes here 5 days a week for the past few months.
the computer seems to be workin well,
it froze earlier today when ant was on,
not happy about that at all, but well see how it goes.
i still have 13 days if i want to return it.
we renting Need for Speed Underground, so so addicting.
Probobly gonna end up buyin it or SWAT with my remaining
money on my circuit city gift card.
well im gonna go..nice to be able to type again.lol.
take care.
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I CAN FINALLY UPDATE AGAIN!!! [22 Nov 2003|12:17am]
yup, got a new computer..
installing shit right now.
so jsut lettin ya'll know
im back.
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uhh.. [09 Oct 2003|11:49am]
[ mood | bored ]

two people

You Will Have Sex With 2 People!

That's like one person, ever four years

Maybe it's true that everyone gets two true loves

Or maybe one true love and one screw up

For a girl, you're about average... for a guy, a little inactive

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maybe they mean 2 more people in my life,
cause im over that 2 people thing by 3 more.
wonder why it came up this way.
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[09 Oct 2003|11:38am]
[ mood | blah ]

nothiing really to update about.
just me making my normal bad decisions.
what else is new.
been ddesigning cd covers for all my burnt cds,
its been keepin me busy, so thats good.

i need to work
cause im going insane.

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[02 Oct 2003|07:11pm]
[ mood | thankful ]

just when u think life does nothing but shit on you something happens that reminds you never ever give up hope!

to update you all, after 5 days MIA, faith came back to her mommy=)

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well u figure out whos these are about.. [01 Oct 2003|02:20am]
[ mood | crushed ]

"Well she's walking through the clouds
With a circus mind that's running round
Butterflies and zebras
And moonbeams and fairy tales
That's all she ever thought about
Riding with the wind.

When I'm sad, she comes to me
With a thousand smiles, she sets me free
It's alright she says it's alright
Take anything you want from me, anything

Fly on little wing
yeah my little wing,
Fly on.."

"Like a ghost-is the curtain
in the white light of the morning-
dancing in the morning
are you there-are you there?
and a shadow-like a sadness
falling all across the garden
dancing in the garden
are you there, are you there?

Shine on, friend. Goodnight
Why then the darkening of the light

and the leaves at my feet
whisper sounds so familiar
whisper so familiar-
are you there? are you there?

where the clouds pull apart
and the moon changes faces
in the quiet secret places
are you there? are you there?"

"I look up at the sky..
I will try not to cry"

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[01 Oct 2003|01:15am]
[ mood | crushed ]

where has my faith gone?

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i havent been this down in awhile.. [30 Sep 2003|01:30am]
[ mood | crushed ]

my babys gone..
n i dont think shes comin back.
a lot of people i think dont get how important
she was to me n how much i really did love her.
but honestly, words cant even describe what that cat meant to me.
all i want is to curl up in a ball with her, n ill never get to again.
ill never get to play fetch with her with bottle caps
or have her jump half way up my door tryin to catch the lazer.
she had the most personality of any cat ive ever had,
and im more upset then any of u probobly understands.

i miss my sweet retardo.

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[29 Sep 2003|04:05pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

my baby is missing=(

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i was bored n this was the unfortunate result.. [29 Sep 2003|01:25am]
[ mood | tired ]

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goin to bed now, my eyes hurt.
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good weekend:) [29 Sep 2003|12:18am]
[ mood | calm ]

saw nat, saturday n sunday,
best weekend i can remember with her in awhile.
not one fight!lol
hold on ill brb, i gotta go outside n check the sky cause pigs must be flyin or somethin..
anyways, we went to the movies rented one
then today we hung out aorund ardmore, walked around n all that..
didnt do much, but it was fun.
oh n i bought sexy new underwear, calvin klein=)

only negitive is i have a dilema n im really stuck on whats right n wtf to do, ahh.

yeah thats all for now,

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::cried:: [24 Sep 2003|05:43pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

it hurrrrts,
n only been gettin worse.

stupid body.

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[21 Sep 2003|06:36pm]
[ mood | happy ]

ty hun,
i had fun:)

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[20 Sep 2003|11:06pm]
[ mood | blah ]

today was..uh...yeah, whatever..

whoever said people change didnt know shit.

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